Saturday, March 24, 2012

How can you love Lauren Wilder?

   Here is my question - how can you honestly love someone who can willingly tear apart a family?  I mean, I know there are scumbags in this world and everyone deserves love, but seriously.  If a person is willingly and knowingly partaking in a relationship who she knows is actively married and has small children, what kind of values can she honestly have that would make her a worthwhile person?  And then flip it - what kind of man do you think you are falling in love with that is willing to step out on his wife and small children and sneak around with you?  It's ridiculous!  "Yes at one point I loved her." THIS IS WHAT HE TOLD ME!  So I asked him "what did you love about her?"  And do you know what his answer was - NOTHING! Do you know why - because how can you love a whore with no morals or values?! And did she honestly think he was going to leave me, his family, for her?!  That's the intrinsic level, on an extrinsic level EWWW!!  Now I know I am not a tall, gorgeous supermodel, but I am rather nice on the eyes.  She - well let's just say I am NOT about 5'7 almost 180 pounds with saggy tits and hanging fat.  And no I am not exaggerating!  I, unfortunately, saw her nasty naked pictures. Now if you love your body then good for you - because she must love her body for sending pics like that out! 

   But yes, he said they loved each other at one point.  How sweet, the two of them sneaking off somewhere (which is light bulb number one!  If you have sneak around to do something then you are probably doing something wrong) cuddling, telling each other how much they love one another, intertwining fingers, her seeing his left ring finger with the pale indentation of where he takes his wedding band off, now that's love!  Excuse me one moment while I go vomit! 

  All I can say is I hope it was worth it - because Karma is one vengeful bitch who forgets nothing!

Saturday, March 3, 2012

I still want to smack Lauren Wilder

It's been about a month and the anger and fury is still going strong.  Does it subside?  I'm sure it does but when?  I am still patiently waiting.  I found a hotel receipt dated 2 weeks ago.  So really, even after everything that is going on, you both are still stupid enough to continue?  I didn't even bother telling him what I found - because I really don't even care. 

 He refuses to leave.  He swears he did nothing "with that slut" his words.  Well truth be told that is fine with me!  I did nothing wrong so why should I have to deal with finding before and after school childcare and paying for it and all the other daily things a single parent needs to deal with.  You see people do not realize this.  They think a single parent only deals with the big stuff - they don't think about the small everyday things - like if a child gets sick in the middle of the night, or school delays, or school projects, or dinners, the list continues!  Well the kids and I did nothing wrong so why should we be inconvenienced for his bullshit?  So let him stay.  Let him sleep on the floor and still take care of his kids!  Let him still pay his half of the bills.  All I care about his not being married to him anymore, both legally and spiritually - and I'm not!

I still want to smack her, above other things...